Replaced - dedicated to my best friend and my ex boyfriend

I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough
I’m sorry you didn’t know to try
But what I’m most sorry for
Is the reason you think you’re better than me

Forced upon me, the decision to leave
Was the best one I could have made,
Replaced by another who knows the difference
Between love and her sister lust

He holds me right, not like glass
His pretty Russian doll,
The only one, my only one
The one I call my own

So have your happy ending
Fall for the same lies I always did
Choke upon them, savour their taste
They’ve never tasted so sweet

The lips of a liar, the lips of a whore
The same entwined,
Don’t count on til death do us part,
You’ll get what you deserve.

note: this is not about the love of my life Harlz. He is the one i call my only one. We're still happily together.

25-03-09 Our Secret - Written and Dedicated to Harlan Bill

I can’t count the times,
You made me laugh,
You made me SMILE
But that’s not all you know,

Your hands, my screams
Your touch, my pleasure

I never asked of anything like that,
Just hurt me one more time,
Just for memories s-a-ake.

And you hurt me yeah, you hurt me well!
The only way I’d want you to,
With different places and different times
But still that thought in MIND

So take me there, take me back
To scratches and bruises
To cries and shudders;
You’re all I ever wanted,
All that I now know.

It’s not enough to say I love you
And keep on doin the same old things
But I’m gonna try it anyway
Just to hear your voice again

And I never asked of anything like that,
Just hurt me one more time,
Just for memories s-a-ake.
And you hurt me yeah, you hurt me well!the only way I’d want you to
With different places and different times
But still that thought in MIND
THAT THOUGHT IN MIND
OUR SECRET
YOU MAKE ME SMILE

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To best friends who live by betrayal <3

Deception and betrayal,
The only thing you taught me.
It's been years since I met you,
Best friends means best friends forever, bitch.

If you cared you wouldn’t take that away
Or make our decisions for him
I made the mistake, more than one,
I should never have told you he existed

Ill always be by your side
In one way or another
Not by choice but by word,
You still know nothing of honour

The code, you broke
He was mine and in my heart he lies
Unwanted and replaced, but the past is undeniable
The line never to cross, the one you said you lived by

I never asked anything of you
Just to never hurt me
but its never enough
when its what your heart wants

Who am I to take that away?
The one who loved and lost left behind,
Don’t ask for permission to take what was mine
I’d never ask it of you now

No, I’d never take that risk again
Til the bitter end ill never ask
Only one year left in this shady town
I’ll be glad to walk out and never look back

You hurt me yet ill never say a word
The only way you’ll ever know,
Is the shadow lurking behind my eyes
I hope you choke on the kisses that were meant for me <3

Starry Eyes++ PLEASE NOTE: to use my lyrics message me FIRST. I'll give you my name and you can link me yeah? i like to see what you use them for =]